I have been thinking about something today I am not quite sure what I can bring in the plate to the league. I mean Heather is really good at helping new people and all ready encouraged someone that was thinking about leaving to stay. I can see what all of the other girls in recruitment can bring to the League but me? I have no idea.
This goes back to my whole insecurity issues I know but I am just not quite sure what I can bring. I am not the most sociable person and usually when people talk to me I feel very awkward. I am not as badass as most of the girls and I just don't know...
Anyways, practice was amazing. I am feeling so much better than I used to about this. I mean I still have some problems skating but crossovers I am a hundred percent that I got those down. However I need to work on my stamina and do exercises for my thighs. My thighs are incredibly weak so every time we do squats I can feet my whole leg shaking uncontrollably. I know whine whine about not being able to be athletic. Hey! I'll get there and one day laugh at my whining.
Or so I hope. Also I am finding myself not as scared of falling as I was last recruitment and even when I manage to fall like a flailing flamingo I still get up in 3 seconds or less brush it off and just keep on skating.
I got my first derby bruise well first one I noticed. I have a lot of weird bruises in my arms but I am not quite sure if those are from derby. I know this bruise is not as cool as the ones I used to get but well whatcha going to do. I am sure I'll soon get some that are as awesome.
On Saturday the boyfriend, Heather, her co-worker and I are going skating. This is going to sound really corny but I am so excited. I know that the boyfriend can skate, but I know he doesn't really like doing it that much so I asked him really nicely and he said yes. So I am curious to see how well he can skate and of course he will probably skates better than I do... but hopefully I can transform that part into making him a zebra. ;-)
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